Friday, December 3, 2010

A (short) Morning With Toby K.

It's cold in my room. Even hidden beneath three blankets and two pillows I'm shivering. Before this page loaded and I began typing I was snuggling close to my little laptop trying to steal it's warmth...yeah, that's how desperate I am for just the slightest bit of heat. I just got home, literally less than ten minutes ago, from a long night at work. The other evening I had a breakdown about work in the middle of my living room while in an (yet another) intense argument with my Father. This job kind of- well more than kind of sucks. So yet again I'm out looking and praying, mainly praying at this point since I haven't quite had a day off to look, for a different job. It will come, I know it will. I just need to hold myself together a little while longer and I'll be fine.
Goodness. It is still so cold!
But I need to start blogging more since I've gotten into a habbit of only blogging on Friday's...hopefully that will be changing soon and I can get back into my Monday, Wednesday, Friday routine. Well, that's all for now.
Toby K.

1 comment:

  1. dearest k...
    I'll pray with you for that job. Illy works graveyard as well, and this last trip I really realized the toll its taken on her energy, her awareness, her ability to really "be present". Its an ungodly hour.
    I remember some awful fights with my own father (thats a long story..someday I'll tell you) and the confusion, and sadness it brought...I'll be praying for that as well..keep that lovely chin UP! and know that you are cared for and gently loved by the King who even provides for the sparrows of the air.